Everyday it felt the same.. I was waiting for something that could never be found anywhere but with me. I am so proud of what we do. I want nothing more than what I've worked for right now. Believing isn't so simple. It's not like in those corn corn movies where everything somehow works out perfectly.. But I feel myself changing. When it hurts too much, when it feels like I'm going no where, when I'm trying so hard but it's nothing.. I tell myself as long as I believe in myself and in us, I will keep pushing. I am made of more than this. I am made of more than what I'm giving and while it disappoints me, it makes me want to prove myself wrong. I know I'm my own worst critic, judge, and hater - yet nothing is stronger than what I'm feeling now.

I feel so light. On that day when it finally arrives, I am not asking.
I am demanding.
We are in full command.
We are our own power.