13.1.10


Can it get any better?
These days my schedule is chock full (is that even a word..? ha!)
of driving lessons, practices for this, practices for that, practices
for thisandthat, homework piling up like I can't even imagine,
midterm stress slowly coming at me, ckorying every single day,
sleeping at 4am every morning, dozing off in class only to be
woken by the teacher (!!!!! oh no), 300 situps/day for iv, and on
top of everything so far, I have officially gotten myself sick.

But honestly, even with all this madness taking over every minute
in my life, I am so unbelievably happy. It's undescribable.
I'm finally at that point I thought I'd never reach. It seemed so far..
but now I made it.
I can be bigger than life itself.
I can be what I dream of day in and day out.

You work yourself down into the ground, and for what?
Well, for me, I do all I do because even if it kills me,
I know I got that one fraction closer to where I want to be.
Just that one millimetre, and now I have one millimetre out of the way.
It's so much for so little,
and life is harsh tough.
Well boohoo.
Chin up and heart out!
: )

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