15.9.09


I made a new piece to the song that's playing right now. The first time I heard it I knew this song was for me. It's like Lesson Learned and Halo put together. I made this piece not by sorrow, hurt, or happiness. I made it from faith. Looking back on the past eight months and what it took for me to move on with my heart, all the times I had to hold my chin up, to make like I was normal inside, to dance and practice within an inch of my soul.. I'm not about that anymore. I don't have to be like that, because I'm straight up healed. I don't forget the pain I felt when it was gone, and I certainly will never forget the joy my heart thudded when I still had it. Good and bad, bad and good, I take it all in. It never goes away. Hurt like that can't ever be forgotten.

This piece is not dedicated to him or me.
It's dedicated to everyone who has experienced that kind of pain, but has kept the faith without fail.
I hope this piece will help anyone whose hurting right now but hiding it.
It goes out to you.

3 comments:

  1. Make sure you let the closest of your friends know how you feel because keeping it bottled in won't help in the future. Love you misha ! Head up & keep going at what you do best. Dance & smiling :)

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  2. exactly ! <3
    hang in there and take care of yourself :)

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  3. I think I'm at that point in life that you were in.
    So thannks I really love this song now(:

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