Repeating again and again in my mind until it's heard and done.
Exactly one week left.
Gotta make each day count.
It's never been achieved before.. so why not let us be the ones to do it?
Sometimes when I come home from practice and am practically asleep from exhaustion, I can't help but go about thinking to myself "will this be it?" I have so many ideas in my head. Loads of songs I'm itching to choreograph and put a story to, formations and switchings I want to see played out, but yet I have no time for this. At least not now with all that's happening. Everyday I wait. I go about my day, do what I have to do; make sure it's all done and packed down. But when I have one spare moment I catch myself drifting away with the wanting of doing something all for me. It's kind of like a spark that lives inside me.. I see so many possible ways of moving in my imagination. All these incredible songs and inspirations I have, but they hardly ever get a chance to be lived out. My dream isn't to move to LA for dance, to get famous faster from youtube, or anything like that. What I want most is just to one day look back after everything and know without a doubt that I used everything He gave me. To say with no hesitation that every shred of talent He gave has been used, and used well.
Maybe it's the summer heat, or just the lack of sleep I'm always having.
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